Love n Stuff

For once in my life I just want to find a girl that is as much obsessed with love as I am.  I just want someone to like me for me, but not only that but that they wouldn’t stop liking me you know?  Like I don’t want a girl that one day she likes me and is all happy and nice with me and then the next she completely is someone different and doesn’t even acknowledge my existence.  I don’t want someone that is actually okay with not talking to me.  Where they don’t care if we don’t talk very often.  How does that even work?!  If I like someone I want to talk to them and be with them as much as possible.  Even if the conversations get really weird or just nonsensical that is what makes relationships!  I just need / want someone that won’t stop loving me, is that too much to ask for?    

Also another thing is why do I ALWAYS end up being a second choice to everyone?  Why am I always the one people hold onto just until they can find someone better?  I just hate it so much.  For once I just want to be someones first and only choice.  Like I honestly cannot wait to be that only choice for someone.  For me I just think that I will only be able to find true happiness if I am loved and in love.. 

Oh and one thing I have been wondering about.  When you say you like someone, and I mean you like, like them and you want to try and start a relationship for the future with them.  Wouldn’t you stay true to that person?  Not just say you like them and if someone else comes along would you go “try” things out with them?  To me that doesn’t make any sense at all, if you say you like someone and you think things could work out with them you don’t go off trying out other people.. I know and understand you are not dating but to me that just isn’t fair.   Like what if you ditch the person you share interests with and go off trying out other people?  What if those people don’t work out, that person you just left isn’t going to want you because you cannot be trusted any more.  They will have moved on and you just wasted their time.  I guess what I am trying to say is if you like someone and can see it going somewhere don’t go off with other people.  Stay true until the end even if things get rough.  

 

(Source: jesape)

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10. uuunchartedwaters said: I love you Jesse <3 This is beautiful :—-) x
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